Trapped Inside
I am lost inside of you
and can't get out
wrapped in the pain
of the memories of you
The way to your heart
is the path I took
not knowing what
I would be coming to
Even through the path was rocky
It left me breathless
as I yearned for you
The pain in my heart
ran deep in me
it was a choice that
god choose for me
I cried in silence
as I looked at you
not knowing what
I was going to do
I thought of ways
to make you see
the pain in my heart
that you caused for me
I wanted you to see
what you done to me
but I knew
you wouldn't see
So I deiced to make you see
no matter what it took or
I had to do
So one gloomy night
I wrote you a letter
to say to you
my last good-bye's
I explained to you
the pain you caused
and said to you'll see
what you done to me
But by the time you
read this letter I will
be gone to a better place
I went to the house
with the letter
put it in the mail box
and ran
I prayed to god one last time
to beg for forgiveness
after what I have done
I took the gun
out of the case
and pulled the trigger
and there I lay
I finally eased
my pain inside
hoping that you would finally see
You never play
with people that way
cause at the end
you'll be the one in all the pain